Beverly's gaze drops to her toddy. "I have as well." Ronin.... and that sends her thoughts tumbling elsewhere, to the last time she talked about him with someone other than Deanna. Daneel. Daneel, oh how could she have forgotten? She sucks in a sharp breath and looks back up at Julian. "The calibrations were... not that. Not quite. Not all of them were nightmares. But some of the things I saw..." She shakes her head. "I hope those stay forgotten."